| rome wasnt bult in a day |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|10:09 am] |
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let me start this entry by telling you that i am so high
i havent posted in a couple years due to the fact that i dont have a computer. so much shit has gone down i will never be able to accuratly fii you in. Well my step-mom of 5 years finaly is gone. its so crazy still. this will be the first holiday season i a long time spent without her. I have beacame a "tweaker" i have lost a lot of weight and i have done enough thinking reading and writeing to give a small country's population a complete education. i have been spending as much time as i get to hang out with scarlett and pixie those girls are so awsome and i am so thankful for them both for the first time they ask me how i am an mean it and talk to me about my problems insted of just talking about theirs. my fingers will fall off if i type any more so a biento |
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| Time moves fast |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|12:54 pm] |
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| | Jimmy Eat World - Work | ] |
It feels as though i just left school left all the drama and all the work and stress as well but now it is coming back in about 3 weeks it all seems so close now seeing is how my mom has started school clothes shoping and i see going back to school shit everywhere man but i got some more piercings this week ( yesterday)
I was really exited i got my hair cut as well it was the deal that if i cut my hair than i could pierce my ears. lol shitty deal i no but its over now and i kinda like it sort of but ya im at the libary so im gonna go now |
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| Im havin hella fun |
[Jul. 2nd, 2005|06:51 pm] |
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| | Papa Roach - Scars | ] |
So recently i have been having a lot of really good times though it involves doing bad stuff Scarlet&Pixie you know what i mean by that lol but i have ended up walking around fremont every day this week. I have gone to PGA and taken a really bad wow card pic and just hung out i am looking forward to tommrow and the rest of my summer break.
I ♥ cocaine |
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| Today Was Crazy |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|04:59 pm] |
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Today i actually woke up early for the first time all summer. I walked down to The summer school @ Irvington to meet up with Claire & Alycia a.k.a Pixie&Scarlet. But i thought that they got out at 10:30 but they really got out at 10:00 so then i ended up walikg all the way up Blacow to Fremont blvd. and walked all the way down to mission view which is right by Lake Elizibeth and by that time i colud only stay for like an hour but tommrow i am going to meet them after they get out at claires house if i dont wake up on time or atfter summer school if i wake up on time. But while i was there i found some hella crazy shit from Alycia and im not gonna post it beacuse its not my place and it is a secret as far as i knw so that is all that i wanted to say so se ya bitches
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| So far |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
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This summer is going by really fast it will have been like 2 weeks on thurs that we have been out of school and i have tried to do something every day so far i have spent only 3 days at home and i hope that is all that i will spend here i didnt feel good at all but i have gone to sfmw and that is the only big thing that i have done really so i will post later if i do anything new ttyl |
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| Very sneaky |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005|05:26 pm] |
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Im not supposed to b on the computer but i am so mutha fuckin sneaky that i am so now what |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|04:58 pm] |
So for the people who i talk to reaguarly you already know that i got my industrial piercing on fri so im gonna post it and u tell me what you think of it ok
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[Jun. 16th, 2005|11:08 am] |
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Ya bitch its the last day of school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| One Of My Last Days Of School |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|11:02 am] |
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I don't know how to explain that title just that today is the last day of first and second period and tommrow is the last day of third and fourth i am super exited beacuse i am getting an industrial piercing this weekend i want to get it before i go to marine world on sat but i doubt that i will be able to but at least i am getting it so that is good and at least i will have it bedore warped tour my dad still wont budge on any facial piercings and a random thought today was my last day to see adam =( that sadens me i might go to washington today and hang out with casey and then on thursday i am goint to american and ya on friday i want to get HIGH!!!! i have No plans for this summer really then warped tour on the second then i am going on a hiking trip the weekend after that and that is all but i am gonna make plans for everyday this summer but i need to get a job man i need $$$$$$$$$$$$$ life sucks when you don't have any trust me my dad gave me $10 yesterday for mowing the lawns so i do have some and then thank god my mom said that she would pay for my Marine World ticket or i would be screwd ! and i am glad that this school year is over beacuse there will be a lot of bad stuff ending and i hope that next year will be much better i am going to work on a lot of stuff over this summer and today i wanted to go out to lunch with some people abut i dont have anyone to go with s far. This summer i am gonna try and loose Hella weight so ya tommrow will be my last day as a freshmen and last day of school so this summer will be full of good times. I really hope that i find lo♥ this summer my friend Alycia ( Scarlet) said that she is gonna hook me up with someone so ?Maybe?! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|10:23 am] |
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I know that i POSTED like 10 mins ago but i just cant stop thinking about a lot of random stuff and its really weird i havent slept good for the long time than i slept for hella days on fri and i felt like i needed like i needed more i was like wtf man and i got my cell phone back on fri than i cant take it to school though so that sucks and it makes me sad beacuse i am not going to washington next year i was talking to my parents and we dont want there to be any problems nxt year and the reason i am sad is beacuse i wont get to see ♥ Adam ♥ any more which sucks a lot so well see how i cope probally not that well i will probally be like that chick in the Titanic you are in my heart and my heart will go on and on u know that cheesy gay shit im one of the most emotional guys that i no and i dont have one of those gay lisps though im gald im not that gay i wont ever b that gay like wearing make up and that shit just isnt 4 me ya no what im saying so thats all for my life so ya bi
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[Jun. 10th, 2005|10:09 am] |
i no that i havent posted in a while and there is nothing new there is like days left of school and im hella happy this weekend is going to be hela awsome there are partys and beach trips coming my way i do expect good times that is all good bye
and i find it complety hillarious that everyone that came here to kennedy form centerville and some others including myself are all going back to washington so far the people i know are
- ME
-Michal
- Hector
-Mo
-Adam
and thats all i know of right now |
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[Jun. 4th, 2005|05:26 pm] |
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Hello this weekend is begining to really bore me there is nothing to do and even if there was i probally couldnt do it so that is all that is up with me |
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| ♥ Love ♥ |
[May. 31st, 2005|02:53 pm] |
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| | The Irony Of Dyeing On Your Birthday | ] |
Have you ever had a passionate love for someone who dosen't, have one back? It feels so devestating knowing that you will be missing out on that for the rest of your life. For me this happens a lot and for those who know me understand why i don't understand why there has to be sexual orentation in the world i wish that we were all just like uni sexual beeings that existed and loved each other all the same and we could choose who we wanted to spend ou lives with so post in response to how you feel about love |
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[May. 26th, 2005|02:50 pm] |
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this week has been awsome if you don't count my home life cuz that has been hell man i got in trouble for listening to music on my sisters C.D player and that was it but it seems like it has caried on this whole week and im trying to think is there any thing else that has happen that is worth posting or rembering for that fact this weekend is gonna be fun though i am going to san francisco for some carnival thing on saturday and then im going to manteca on sun for some labor day thing with my family if anyone wants to hang out on monday or friday let me know please me and my gal pal April are gonna go to the movies on friday i tink so if you want to go also that would be fine so that is all for right now c ya later |
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[May. 21st, 2005|07:17 pm] |
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hey this weekend away from home is really helping me relax a lot so that makes me happy!!! |
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| My week of hell |
[May. 20th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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I am so deoressed hopefully this weeken will make me feel better i really hope it does i have been taking a lot of pills to make myself feel better i am starting to get really scared for myself |
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[May. 19th, 2005|07:34 am] |
hey guess what
i have realized that i Noah Fitts
Live with the two most anal people in the known universe
how many of you would get grounded over getting detention
i have had 3, un deux, troi wht ever language u want
now i will probally have boering weekend
fuck my life i hate it
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[May. 17th, 2005|07:18 am] |
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Ok so i have been fiending to change my comment settings so bad that its not funny then theres nothing to do untill like saturday and even then there is only a show maybe i will go see that new star wars movie |
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[May. 16th, 2005|09:48 am] |
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ok so nothing good came out of this weekend at all though i had fun on sat at the carnival i saw an old friend and when i went to go say hello she totaly had this look on her face like i was totaly like an waste of time and just waved and turned away right in my face that hurt a lot i mean a lot so that was mmy weekend |
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[May. 13th, 2005|10:32 am] |
hey i no that i havent posted in like a day i no thats not a long time but it feels a lot longer and then today is the first day of the carnival so i will probally go today and tommrow depending on what ever i dont really know than i have started taking a lot of pills of latley and i took some more about 20 mins ago and im starting to feel them right about now its weitd its like being drunk and high at the same time and thats about all thats with me right now so im gonna watch the rest of the bill gates movie its super boering so ya thats all
goodbye I....... ♥...... You......... if.. your... reading.. with...good intentions... And..I..♥..you..more..if..your...Adam..beacuse..that...would...make..you..really...sexy
untill next post i love you and goodbye =) |
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